Yer askin me 2 bleed it seems these kinds of questions come to easy to yer mouth

I'm going to miss tooo many people when i go...

:'(

Hope you all are having a good summer

I think it's funny how i dont talk to a single one of you almost at all anymore. Not funny....more sad actually.

If you DO still want to hang out...the annual MAHLMANN bbq is on aug 5th so let me know if you want to go.

whatever.

<3 Nicki

Graduation was fun.
Benet is no longer my present but now my past.


GRADUATION PARTY
--:-- June 10th
--:-- 3 pm until whenever
--:-- at my dad's house
--:-- all are invited!!

if you need directions let me know! Everyone is invited and you can bring friends. there will be foood! PLEASE let me know if you're coming and how many people you're bringing! thanks!


Is anyone else having graduation parties?

rain came out of NOWHERE like 15 minutes ago and its gorgeous again.

<3 Nicki

i haven't updated in ages and ages upon ages and ages
well i sort of have
but it's never worth while
it's always not worthwhile though
ohwell.

i could talk about Prom for ages.
i could talk about graduation for paragraphs.
i could talk about college for a determined amount.
i could talk about work, friends, boy, my day, etc.

i could.

but i won't.

instead i will mention that i love how at only our school in the halls will you hear two kids debate if there's such a thing as a "Hot Nun". And here seems like the only logical place where you will start the class period with asian glowstick dancing and then proceed in the class by listening to music all period long.

i wish i had something to talk about in which people actually cared to read.

graduation is scary

this weekend will be crazy

i haven't updated in years

is it bad for me to be looking at the myspace profile of who i think is Tommy's ex-girlfriend. is that creepy or is that just inquisitive and permissable?



agh i dont know i should sleep.

graduation parties? anyone having one?
mine is the 10th of june and you're all invited.

so....


cemetaries really weird me out. just thinking logically about what it really is..and when you're there...what is really surrounding you...

i mean.. putting dead people in boxes...burrying them...waiting till those boxes sink and putting more dead bodies in boxes on top? oh yeah...and dont forget the fancy rock with their name on it so you know which hole in the ground YOUR dead person is in.

and crypts...(i doubt i spelled that right...i dont win spelling bees) but yea...i mean what are those...like is it a little house? the coffin just sits in there like a dining room table and u can sit on some benches and hang out with the box? or is it just a GIANT fancy tombstone so everyone can see your dead person's home from far away? can u go in it? is the coffin buried inside the giant rock sculpture or what....
i have no idea!

and cremation...eww i could never do that...burning people up? how morbid can you be?

so thats my deathness for today. sorry to depress things around here.



if anyone wants me to i'll update later.
happy birthday again Bern. Sorry u didnt have fun.

i have a white hoodie

im lacking creativity

any ideas for what i could draw on there?

i need to know what before i go out and buy fabric paints or fabric markers...so i know which colors to get




thanks guys

maybe i'll update sometime soon


love to all and merry christmas!

does anyone really read this anymore?

like....is it worth updating you on things going on in my world....

would u even care or do u skip over it


those are the questions that come up when i think of updating my livejournal..

let me know if its worthwhile or not


<3
merry christmas

Hey everyone...

I wasn't in school on Wednesday, i got pulled out of 4th period today (Thursday) and was gone for the remainder of the day...i wont be there tomorrow (Friday)and in not sure yet about monday and or tuesday

so if you guys...if you're in my class and can let me know what assignments are...that would be fantastic...if u could grab whatever and i'll come pick it up or if u could drop it off....if you could copy any class notes from what i missed.....

whatever really would be amazing.


if anyone wants to do anything this weekend....i could really use friends.
thanks guys.


< 3

I wish they'd put me up for sale

This whole place is unacceptable

Tonight sucked

I hate crying

i have a soft teddy bear though.

theres so much i should be doing...but im not doing any of it...instead im going upstairs...packing for moms tomorrow...and going to bed....fuck everything else.

i wish i had the words to express my thoughts and i wish i had the balls to speak the words i DO have.




i just want to yelllllll really loud.
sorry this is a sucky entry.

have a good day all. be happy!



:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

http://xsorbit29.com/users5/nickster/index.php

i got bored and made a message board

feel free to post always!

yea im super bored.

i painted last night

i sketched a drawing for a new painting also

i hope they work.

what are you guys doing this weekend

what are you guys doing for Halloween?

how bout i be this for halloween: http://www.3wishes.com/fairy.asp (the first costume)haha.

blue collar comedy tour tomorrow in class. its fun not doing anything.

yea im sooo bored so i'll stop talking now.

( in case you pondered my absence )

come visit me at work sometime!!!

hope yall are doing good.

i really need some sleep...goodnight.

at work yesterday...kevin and i ended up doing a lot of dancing. in fact, thats what we did most of the time and one-armed William gave me his scratch off in which he won a free ticket...so i gave it to T since i can't buy lotto tickets. if we win big though....we're sharing with one-armed William.

so...i dropped a baked potato in my glass of milk last night at dinner by accident.

today i traded classes 2-8 for sitting in bed in my pajamas watching desperate housewives.

so...2:05 dismissal tomorrow? awesome!!

i really have nothing of importance to say.

I got bored and googled my name (just Nicki not last name too)...here's some of the funnies i got.

Nicki.com
Uni-Sex - The Ultimate Sex Engine.

A slave's Heart-nicki
A personal web site concerning the BDSM, Master/slave, D/s lifestyle, dedicated to H, my wonderful Master. A journey through my life and our D/s lifestyle.

Writings by Nicki Hastie, promoting the visibility of lesbians in life, literature
and popular culture.

Nickimodel.com

Nickixxx.com

"Nicki and Lisa have produced a superb recording with great playing by all.
Both of their musical personalities are effervescent throughout. ...

I overheard Mom tell Mary, "John's quite fascinated with Nicki." And in the car, later, she told me John was obviously enjoying a conversation with "a pretty young girl."

Nicki has overall responsibility for the strategic and day-to-day leadership of the GUIDE team. In addition to significant contributions to staff development and support in distance and e-learning, Nicki is also a member of the Faculty of Education's Doctorate in Education core team (having been Co-Director from 2002-4) and she continues to teach and research academic literacies

Nicki wants to do 36 things. start my own ceramics shop 1 person ... “Nicki,
knock it off.. just sometimes you don’t need to say you’re sorry!”

And welcome to my Are you Sluttier than Nicki Test. Nicki is a real slut...that's
already been proven. But, are YOU sluttier than Nicki? ...

Nicki was a wonderful bitch and absolutely my best friend.

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now...i got the idea for that when i read this -->:::Go to google.com and type "(your name) needs" [don't forget the quotes]. Then list the funniest 5 results::: <-- on lexi's journal. the first section was just when i didnt see i had to type in the word needs...so here's my actual results for what i was supposed to do!

Nicki needs to get a bit of a grip, take a chill pill and stop whining. The Miss
Texas act doesn't work quite as well in the Egyptian desert.

Nicki's needs were immediately met and understood by her people who had
been as overwhelmed as she was, and the peeing stopped.

Nicki needs to bake a cake for 40 minutes, a pie for 30 minutes, bread for 55 minutes, and cookies for 20 minutes.

I am thinking that Nicki needs to start her own phone sex line. That girl can talk dirty.

Nicki needs someone that might know the area. How did I get stuck in being the walking, talking map?

Nicki needs to lock Victor up In The hidden jail cell In their basement!

Nicki needs to get a bath now, she shit her crate!

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You guys do it!!

so how has your weekend been?
mine's been going great :)

Happy day off!!

<3 me.

So i go to leave for school...
get in the car...

and there's a car buffer on the floor of the passenger seat.
it wasn't there at 10 last night.

maybe it was stolen....
i put it in the garage of my dad's house so THEY can get arrested.

it was weird.

<3 Nicki

p.s. anyone have NIN or Queens of the Stone Age cd's they could burn for me ASAP! thanks!!

hey guys

debate: i want to move to my moms like alltogether.

any advice?

thanks!!

see yall for HOMECOMING!!!

p.s. david is funny...especially when he's literally rolling on the floor laughing.

Have you ever had what would normally be considered bad news...be the greatest news all day?

i saw this lyric somewhere and i liked it....it doesnt apply to me now though...i know i mean more to him than that...he tells me everyday
"...oh how i wish i meant a little more than a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips..."

so far i've addicted 2 people.....dont be scared...its a good addiction...you know you want to join.

and here's something else i found....but i put in my answers...



25 questions that no one would ever think to ask. Answer them:

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? eyes
2. How much cash do you have on you? on me now...nothing...in my makeshift wallet downstairs..over 100
3. Whats a word that rhymes with "TEST"? nest, best, vest
4. Favorite plant? Lilly's or Roses are pretty
5. Who is the 4th person on your received call list on your cell phone? Erin Cell
6. What is your main ring tone on your phone? the hello moto one because tommy's basically the only one who calls me....once i get my ludo one though...hot damn!!
7. What shirt are you wearing? triptii
8. Do you "label" yourself? no
9. Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? not wearing shoes
10. Bright or Dark Room? dark for sure
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? she's a twin!
12. Ever "spilled the beans"? probally
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? downtown
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell phone say? "Thank you for being you! It is the greatest thing ever! t<3
15. Do you ever click on "Pop ups"? o heavens no...i hate em!
16. What's a saying that you say a lot? theres a lot
17. Who told you they loved you last? T <3
18. Last furry thing you touched? haha um...i'll say the couch is soft and a little fuzzzy?
19. How many hours a week do you work? depends on the week....many
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? i dont have a camera of any sort right now
21. Favorite age you have been so far? i love this year. it has been by far my greatest year.
22. Your worst enemy? urgo's pretty fucking dumb.
23 What is your current desktop picture? t<3 kissing my cheek
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? i love you...i'll see you tomorrow!
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a major regret? Million bucks....i know i'd regret which regret i picked.



p.s. we need to figure out homecoming plans such as:

-pictures...where and when
-dinner...where and when
-b/w HC and place of slumber...where and when if anything

i think that's all.

Be in Love!

Definition of the word SAVE = This means do NOT erase; to keep for a long time; to hold on to; to cherish -> (polish spelling -> kiss my ass); to not piss off the polish keyboarding instructor who thinks that the person who erases this is a pain in the ass!!

Interesting.

today was my last day of libby lu
today is the first day of the rest of my life.
tomorrow will be that too.
and every day following that will be too if you think about it.

way to work FOREVER!!

sarah turns 9 on monday. wanna make cards for her? she's awesome.

"I'm gonna call you thunderstorm kuz your name is raine"

"are you in a band? yea? well they are too check em out."

"you look lonely...these guys will be your friends."

we rocked. hard. and i made 2 bucks doing it.



Advice. Watch out for trains. especially today.
and make sure you always know where you placed your car. it could be anywhere.
my life, T's life, and anyones life near timmy are all threatened. good thing love lasts forever.

Dear Diary,

my head still hurts from yesterday.

i need someone i can talk to who wont judge me, look at me differently, gossip, and who can help.
please.

<3 Nicki